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Yoz,I am back to my blog again! Here are the events for euU to check it out in pictureably forms!

Food served in Shi Jie's hse was homecooked and not catered!

Ahh,I am regretted for not taking pictures of food served there!

Abnormal pain

Abnormal pain results imbalance impact on both sides of my head.Mentally I am alright whereas phyiscally I am having tough time fighting against it.I am wondering,are my lymphocytes getting weaker ?

Against the ferocious rain

Against the ferocious rain, I held an umbrella tightly.I was walking against the strong wind, unpleasant flashbacks came to my mind.It was an repetition of everything.No matter how I avoid, it always occur umpteen times in simliar events.Being drenched from head to toe with an umbrella was exaclty the same as running in the heavy rain to the nearest shelter.Getting scolding is normal, what if someone keep adding fuel to fire.There is no way for you to fight back for your right.How will you feel?I really cant differentiate "who and who" is really true to him/herself?Based on actions and words cant really bring me to distinguish, who are they ? or who am I? Are we treating our daily routine like a drama series ? Be a pretendious or a hypocrite? Do we have to put up a false appearance to make ourselves more visible to other? Like an actor or actress put make-up before he/she plays his/her role ? Ya, I may have problems with my personalities.Nevertheless, everyone has problems with their own personalities? (No, I am neither shielding myself nor comparing others' personalities) From what I was taught, there is no one is perfect with their personalities.Why do I have to bring all the blame entirely to myself after a deep thought? The more I learn, the more I realise there are many things I will never grip hold of them. Raindrop is alway a classic example of tear.

Suppressing...

Do something right instead of ruining one's day.
Being proud of one's strengths at the same time one should reflect one's mistakes.
Misplacement trust is no different from having one 's eyes being blindfolded.
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Ps:I know it is impractical for me to vex over it and keep complaining life is sux!

A hectic week

Sorry, I will update soon as it is a hectic week ahead for me.

With a short entry, I am trying to captivate ur attention that I will update if I have ample time to do so.No worry,there is definitely a lengthy post for you to read and find out. ^^

Ps : 我不懂,但是我很想找出答案... 在找出答案的过程, 我失去了很多...我开始懂了,才发现这是一个没有答案的问题.

There u goes...

On 15th Oct, we took a ride on Sg Flyer.It was my second time there.Of course,we were having great fun in changing our gestures for each picture taken.We had our dinner before the ride as we wanted to enjoy the night panoramic view of Sg.Tell u something, fried chickens at Popeye are more delicious than KFC!!! It was worth to pay more for tasteful food.^o^ We were at the optimum level of Sg flyer while we took staircase pose.Hehex, without saying,I was standing at the seat to enjoy night scenery at my "fullest height" ! :D
On 17th Oct, my eldest cousin (Yee Ling) brough my older cousin (Landy),younger sis,younger bro and I to Timbre for dinner.We enjoyed ourselves wholeheartedly especially the duck pizza which was the most appetizing dish! :D

Okay, for now, I think I should learn how to face the reality,the fact that living things come and go.I know what I will be typing later may ruin the entire whole of this post but I still cant accept that fact! =(

I get to knew Ah Dai's death on 19th Oct, he passed away on 13th Oct at the age of 3yrs 8months.He was a Great Dane, tamed dog.His sudden death led me to surf the Internet as I could not believe it.How could it be?What were the reasons behind?To my dismay,his death was on the newspaper and web( http://www.asiaone.com/News/The%2BNew%2BPaper/Story/A1Story20091019-174511.html). I got to know him when we brought Aldoe for swimming. He was kept by one of the owners at U Petgamart, located at Pasir Ris.The first time I saw him was two yrs ago, he was less than a yrs and kept in the cage.The moment we entered the shop,Aldoe was barking fiercely at him.However,he was not irritate by her noise.If I am nt wrong, I played with him upon my second visit.I was playing with him "fetch the tennis ball". He was definitely a friendly dog even though his massive size may send shiver down ur spine.I was grabbing his tennis ball from his mouth with my bare hands as my intuition told me he would not bite or hurt me in anyway, which was truth.I had few pictures of him only and I regretted I never take a picture tgh with him. =(

It's been a yrs since I last saw him.Now, there is no opportunity to visit him,play with him and take pictures of him anymore.I really miss him a lot.He was deeply cherished and loved by many visitors.His leaving was bereaved.

Upon knowing it,I was filled with apprehension what if I lose Aldoe too?There is no reason why I will not cry for days or even weeks.How I wish the lifespan of a dog is as long as a human being.However,it will nvr come true.

Things will change...

It's been many days since my last post.What are the reasons behind?Hmm, I want to compose things happen around me in a better way? I go into hibernation if I am unable to express feelings,descriptions and incidents into writing.Which is what I have been doing.For the past two wks or so,I had been thinking how to make it better in order to improve myself.No worry,I am not exhausting and draining myself out to show improvement.Whereas,I am trying to bring my blog to a higher expectation of mine.Therefore,I am making visible adjustments to it.Hopefully,things work out and contentment is achieved. It's time to put my introductory an end and pen my content out.Emotions of human beings are volatile.One of the causes, is things happen too swiftly for one to face it.It is similar to find oneself riding a roller coaster.It goes the same for emotions,one may find himself/herself happily enjoying something.With a blink,he/she may have to console himself/herself from devastated new.Before,I can post it out in black and white.I am going to tell you what I have been doing to deal my emotions in my blog.Since three yrs ago,I always do a write-up for distraught posts before gratification posts,which deprived me from delivering the actual sense of happiness moment into my blog.From this moment onwards,I will do it systematically, which is whatever occur first will be posted first.I will continue it in my next post as my concentration is diminishing right now.